User blog:AlexCat/Goodbye, and thank you. AlexCat

It's late. As in two AM late. I haven't updated for mounths here, and I'm pretty sure no one remembers me, but this is my explaination, my excuse. Last year was a fantastic flurry of spactacular unique-ness, and it has been life changing. I have made friends, true friends, not the kind you've known forever but can't relate to. Or worse, they can't relate back. It was an honor and a blessing to know them as I did... They taught me that nothing is what it seems, and to look for beauty and kindness in the most unexpected places. And that no matter how weird you tell yourself you are, there are always people who will understand, if you only look. Thank you Mr.C, I loved translating for you and the crazyness of everyone around, Flash Mob! Thank you Drew, best of luck in college, and may you find the perfect storm. Thank you Bethany, my best friend, Midnight lives on, may California treat her well.

My being has been shaken to it's roots, it's core, from the loss of Gary who understood me like you guys understand the bros;), and from the death of my Grandpa, and DB. A path in my future has been shattered possibly beyond repair, so I will find a new one. I miss them, but none of them would've wanted me to dwell. Thank you Gavin, you were the only one who asked if I was OK. You supported me and Pepper through everything, and you have no idea how much I appriciated, go save the Dogs!!

To read the fanfictions, from the bros, or the Avengers, was my escape. When my parents and I argued, when there was too much, it was an escape. But nothing was solved, and I just ignored it, when my sister needed me the most. Thank you Pepper, for helping me when you were the one in need.

I will miss the people, Yearbook, Drama, and posting here, as well as doing art regularly. I feel grateful and I'm sad that it can't happen again, mabe forever, but now I'm going to try to look to the future with courage and optimisum.

And thank you, all of you, for reading this, even if you have no idea what I'm talking about; I just had to get this out here, or somewhere. Anywhere really. When things look their bleakest, and darkest, I will look back on this time and fight forward with renewed strength.

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