User blog:Phinebella4Ever/I'm back (And I'm sorry)

Hey guys, most of you should remember me, and for the users that came before i joined and then returned after I left or came after I left, hi! I'm Phinebella4Ever. As most of you know, I said I was grounded.

But this is not the case.

The thing is, about 3 months ago, my life went really bad. My 2 year old cousin, who I adored and was the most amazing little girl, walked out in front of a car and is now paralyzed from the waist down. I had a hard time coping, and I realized that I didn't want to talk about it with you guys, because the shock had hurt me so much. I didn't know what to do. A week later, my friend became different. She didn't want to hang out with anyone, she kept to herself, she barely ate anything, and she kept showing up to school with bruises and cuts on her body. So one day I forced her to come to the park with me. We sat on a bench and she told me everything. As it turns out, her boyfriend (who is 13) had been hitting her and cutting her. He was metally and physically scarring her to the point where she was afraid to speak up. He was telling her that she is too fat (which she was NOT at all) and telling her he will hurt her even more if she doesn't lose weight. This caused her to become anorexic. She lost 15 pounds and ended up being 69 pounds. She is almost 13. Myself and a bunch of friends helped her get back on track, but I don't want to go into the deatails.

So you see, I had a rough month, and I wanted to take a break from the internet so I could cope. I didn't want to tell you the truth, because I didn't want to talk about it. So I came up with a lie and said that I was grounded. I hope you guys can forgive me, I didn't want to leave but I had to. But I'm back now, and there are fights to be resolved, topics to be discussed, and a whole world or Phineas and Ferb fan fun, so I say, "Bring it on!"

~Madi