User blog:Firesidegirl10/Meh

Hello everybody, it's me FG10.

I have decided I will be leaving this wiki, because let's face it this place has lost the spirit it used to have when I was around here all the time. Even now that I'm back I feel like I don't fit in or I don't belong here. And I need to figure out some more issues in my real life away from the computer (i.e. how to become normal, and or to accept the life I have all ready messed up and keep going). I know the wiki is already going down hill and most of the users are leaving because of this, so I guess that makes me another one on the leaving heap. I won't go off on a whole rant on how much I'll miss this place and the users, because frankly, no one will miss me. I'm just another icon on this website, so I'm sorry I wasted your time and a split fraction of your life.

I also won't be saying my final goodbyes personally in most "Good Bye" blogs  for 2 reasons:

1. I can't really because they're all gone

2. I feel sorry for those people I don't mention (since I'm never one of them)

And one last reason I'm leaving:

No matter what I do/write/edit/chat I'm always that one person that no matter how much they try they end up going no where. I have no featured character, or article, or user. I haven't been highly ranked in the badge thingy. I haven't even finished one story on here. There used to be a spot on the wiki for "Famous Users". I was never one of them. Even though, like, 30 of them where on there. I feel like I'm just a void taking space on this planet. I have no high achievement in life, no reason to stick around, and no real friends. The real reason I came to this wiki in 2010 was because everything in real life was so horrible I needed to let all the bottled up emotions and spill it out. I was good for about a year, then left because life was pretty okay-ish. Then this year it started to fall again so I came back, mainly because this place made me smile when I was sad. But not even this can fill the void in me. It's like a never ending void that everyone expects me to fill with "happiness".

I will only be here to finally finish my stories, not to chat or anything like that. After all of them are complete, I will leave for good.

It's been nice meeting all of you, thank you for your time.

FG10 is out for now, see ya.