User blog:Jisu Lee/Try not to Cry

I'm pretty sure that the admins will block it, but this is an pathetic attempt to stop that:

"this is unofficially rated PG13, Do not read if under 13"

-exerpt from dasy's dA Journal

If you stop before you reach the end you have a very small heart... > >>> > > >>> > > >>> > Mommy.. Johnny brought a gun to school, > >>> > > >>> > > >>> > > >>> > > >>> > > >>> > He told his friends that it was cool, > >>> > > >>> > > >>> > > >>> > > >>> > > >>> > And when he pulled the trigger back, > >>> > > >>> > > >>> > > >>> > > >>> > > >>> > It shot with a great crack. > >>> > > >>> > > >>> > > >>> > > >>> > > >>> > Mommy, I was a good girl, I did What I was told, > >>> > > >>> > > >>> > > >>> > > >>> > > >>> > I went to > >>> > school, I got straight A's, I even got the gold! > >>> > > >>> > > >>> > > >>> > > >>> > > >>> > But Mommy, when I went to school that day, > >>> > > >>> > > >>> > > >>> > > >>> > > >>> > I never said good-bye, > >>> > > >>> > > >>> > > >>> > > >>> > > >>> > I'm sorry Mommy, I had to go, But Mommy, please don't cry. > >>> > > >>> > > >>> > > >>> > > >>> > > >>> > When Johnny shot the gun, He hit me and another, > >>> > > >>> > > >>> > > >>> > > >>> > > >>> > And all because Johnny, Got the gun from his older brother. > >>> > > >>> > > >>> > > >>> > > >>> > > >>> > Mommy, please tell Daddy; That I love him very much, > >>> > > >>> > > >>> > > >>> > > >>> > > >>> > And please tell Trevor; my boyfriend; That it wasn't just a > >>> >crush. > >>> > > >>> > > >>> > > >>> > > >>> > > >>> > And tell my little sister; That she is the only one now, And tell > >>> >my > >>> > > >>> > > >>> > dear sweet grandmother; I'll be waiting for her now, > >>> > > >>> > > >>> > > >>> > > >>> > > >>> > And tell my wonderful friends; That they always were the best; > >>> > > >>> > > >>> > > >>> > > >>> > > >>> > Mommy, I'm not the first, I'm no better than the rest. > >>> > > >>> > > >>> > > >>> > > >>> > > >>> > Mommy, tell my teachers; I won't show up for class, > >>> > > >>> > > >>> > > >>> > > >>> > > >>> > And never to forget this, And please don't let this pass. > >>> > > >>> > > >>> > > >>> > > >>> > > >>> > Mommy, why'd it have to be me? No one deserves > >>> > this, > >>> > > >>> > > >>> > > >>> > > >>> > > >>> > Mommy, warn the others, Mommy I left without a kiss. > >>> > > >>> > > >>> > > >>> > > >>> > > >>> > And Mommy tell the doctors; I know they really did try, > >>> > > >>> > > >>> > > >>> > > >>> > > >>> > I think I even saw a doctor, Trying not to cry. > >>> > > >>> > > >>> > > >>> > > >>> > > >>> > Mommy, I'm slowly dying, With a bullet in my chest, > >>> > > >>> > > >>> > > >>> > > >>> > > >>> > But Mommy please remember, I'm in heaven with the rest. > >>> > > >>> > > >>> > > >>> > > >>> > > >>> > Mommy I ran as fast as I could, > >>> > > >>> > > >>> > > >>> > > >>> > > >>> > When I heard that crack, Mommy, listen to me if you > >>> >would, > >>> > > >>> > > >>> > > >>> > > >>> > > >>> > I wanted to go to college, I wanted to try things that were new, > >>> > > >>> > > >>> > > >>> > > >>> > > >>> > I guess I'm not going with Daddy, On that trip to the new zoo. > >>> > > >>> > > >>> > > >>> > > >>> > > >>> > I wanted to get married, I wanted to have a kid, > >>> > > >>> > > >>> > > >>> > > >>> > > >>> > I wanted to be an actress, Mommy, I wanted to live. > >>> > > >>> > > >>> > > >>> > > >>> > > >>> > But Mommy I must go now, The time is getting late, > >>> > > >>> > > >>> > > >>> > > >>> > > >>> > Mommy, tell my Trevor, I'm sorry but I had to cancel the date. > >>> > > >>> > > >>> > > >>> > > >>> > > >>> > I love you Mommy, I always have, I know; you > >>> > know it's true, > >>> > > >>> > > >>> > > >>> > > >>> > > >>> > And Mommy all I wanted to say is, 'Mommy, I love you.' > >>> > > >>> > > >>> > > >>> > > >>> > > >>> > ****In Loving Memory of The Virginia Tech Students Who Were Lost**** > >>> > > >>> > > >>> > > >>> > > >>> > > >>> > > >>> > Please if you would, > >>> > > >>> > > >>> > > >>> > > >>> > > >>> > Pass this around, > >>> > > >>> > > >>> > > >>> > > >>> > > >>> > I'd be happy if you could, > >>> > > >>> > > >>> > > >>> > > >>> > > >>> > Don't smash this on the ground. > >>> > > >>> > > >>> > > >>> > > >>> > > >>> > If you pass this on, > >>> > > >>> > > >>> > > >>> > > >>> > > >>> > Maybe people will cry, > >>> > > >>> > > >>> > > >>> > > >>> > > >>> > Just keep this in your heart, > >>> > > >>> > > >>> > > >>> > > >>> > > >>> > For the people who didn't get to say 'Good-bye'. > >>> > > >>> > > >>> > > >>> > > >>> > > >>> > Now you have 2 choices, > >>> > > >>> > > >>> > > >>> > > >>> > > >>> > 1) Pass this on, and show people you care, resend this as 'Try Not To Cry' http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Virginia_Tech_massacre